does anyone else feel like….idk how to explain it….like completely disconnected from life around them? constantly going “these are my friends” and “this is my home” and “this is my life” and “this is my body” to remind yourself that you’re not just some timeless floating essence and even those mantras are completely useless and you almost never come down from it and you’re feeling like….everything is real but also completely fake at the same time
the trees dont actually grow new leaves every year. instead all leaves are collected from the ground and painted green and then someone goes out at night and just staples them back to the trees again during the spring. it was me. i do that. youre welcome
no one wants to hear it but love is earned after the initial infatuation. commitment is something u both mutually agree to and then from there it’s work. it’s not work like it’s a chore it’s jus work like it takes effort. to get good at these things takes practice. it takes practice to learn to communicate better and it takes practice to learn to love each other in the ways u need to be loved.
Absolutely wild how we can just talk to God. Like we can talk to the Creator of the Universe about a n y t h i n g and He’ll just listen to us.
“I used to fall too fast in love a lot. I used to make diamonds out of icicles and promise they would last.”
